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My head is always in another dimension. When I was a kid I was always pretend I was a princess with my pretty dress my mother bought for me and the street we made used as playground was my “princessdom”.

I also feigned to be the leader to my playmates back in my grade school, I got the idea in the Legion of Mary Junior Presidium where I was a member, and I act as a person in charge to my playfellows. They stay on me in a few minutes but deviated after a little longer if they see something more interesting than sitting with me while instructing something.

I guess being a leader was one of my aspiration, I can’t be one in my school, so I thought I be able to make it with my buddies in my neighborhood.

I was so thrilled when it happened in my teens. I gathered the youngsters in our street, and we started an organization and arranged street parties for the youth.

But the organization didn’t stay long, it was because we didn’t create by laws for the group, and we didn’t even know what the purpose of the group’s existence was.

My dream fell off and it becomes a wishful thinking.

So much for reminiscing, let me end this with my unconscious mutterings for this week, and you can see more of mutterings here.

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