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My life should be interesting today….I saw this line in Book Calendar and reading that line, I felt a bit of jealousy to this blogger. I never used the phrase in my post ever since I started blogging, and I swear I never said it in my entire life.

If somebody asks how my day was or how was my weekend, I usually say fine or “good,” which means to me, okay I survived my day, and I guess I will be going to survive the next day.

Or the uninspiring response “same old, same old”, I got that from my boss, and it seems like it becomes my favorite response, every time he asks “what happened to you this weekend?”

Isn’t it is sweet if I say “Oh my life should be interesting today?” If anyone asks me, and I follow, “I learned my very first song in my guitar lessons today, or I signed up in a gym, or I stray in the heart of Toronto’s most exciting streets with a map in my one hand and my camera on the other hand….my camera? Oh yeah, I forgot it appears that I lose my camera. I haven’t seen it for some time. Sigh!

I was all but loaded with miserable antics, then again, last Wednesday night (or is it Thursday morning?) when I slept at 4:30 in the morning and at 7 AM, I needed to start to work that I realized I am so unkind to myself. Depriving myself of a good or long hour (or enough) sleep is appalling. No wonder I always feel so shattered.

And no wonder, because I am talking about “I”, that I made a resolution. I said, I want to be free from “residual matters”, I want to feel better, no, I want to be happy and I want to make, if not every day, at least my days out of work interesting. I should start with my sleeping habit.

In two nights, prior tonight, I slept earlier than my usual sleeping time. A toast for me. I can excuse myself tonight, since I have no work the next day.

I will see if my tomorrow will be interesting. I just hope so.

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