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I have to look at my knapsack a jillion of times just to be sure if my face powder is just somewhere there inside. There are 7 pockets inside and I need to trip my hands to each compartment but I totally missed the face powder together with the pouch full of make-up. I believed, I placed the pouch in my bag before I left my room in my employer’s house.

I wasn’t used to owning make-up in my entire 30 years but when I accept that calendar really have to stop counting after 31 and blemishes doesn’t want to dodge my face , I strongly believe I need to use one of those now.

I was so unhappy when I didn’t find it.

But after a while I noted that it’s been days when I worried about “bigger” things in my life. I didn’t dwell on the “idiot” thing or the shoving when the kid was asking for something she thought she really needs.

There was no pain within me while my whole family is finally reunited (without me around) after long years of separation.

I don’t feel sad and lonely for couples of days, just a little bored because I have no activity other than blogging and surfing the web in my free time.

Nevertheless, all in all I feel fine. I feel strangely fine.…..even without my face powder in my bag.

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