I had my wildest thought in last two days. Okay, the first one was no different from what’s playing inside my mind everyday of my life, it’s like I think of that forever and I hate it.
Yesterday, I abondoned the horrifying idea that embraces me everytime I think about death. Instead I say what if…what if I have only six months to live? What will I do?
It’s my first time to ask myself…What will I do?
I saw this question once in Singapore’s bus stop, and there, the poster enumerated the list of considerably a life changing things to do of a sick person whose life will end in six month’s time.
I didn’t do my own list. It’s hard to do a list when my hands are busy folding the laundry I took from the dryer.
Instead, I thought, I could write a book and my book is going to be about getting a man in my remaining six months.
Weird right?
The second one? I will tell you tomorrow.
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I procrastinate. I love to waste time or while my body is busy on doing something, my minds wander. I dream and I dream a dream.
Like when I caught with a heavy traffic, right inside the jeep together with sleepy commuters I saw myself riding in a motorbike. My hair was waving with the wind. No helmet, that is not cool.
I passed all the passenger jeep that were jammed in that busy fly over of Sta. Mesa and flew to the speed of the music that plays on my headset.
When I reached the campus, I don’t park my motorbike to the parking lot. I headed to the dome until I get to the 6th floor, where the College of Arts and Sciences do their class.
I know, I am going to be cool all over the 6th floor. I am the “the man.” Some will snort but most of the kids out there will glorify me.
I am “the man”, or “the woman”, or simply put…..what do you call that again?
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(Photos from Donabellas)
When I read this line, my father rolled up to my mind. He didn’t say he loves me or my two other sisters. He didn’t even show love to us.
The only emotion you could ever see on him is the irks when he sees something that he thought is displeasing and gladness if you do or give something good to him.
The only memory of how he became a father to me was when I saw him holding a piece of lumber when there was a big news that a group of bad guys who escaped the city jail and gone amuck in some schools in our city and my former school was one of them. He was carrying that lumber, and he was planning to get me from school.
I forgot all the candies and chocolate that he used to bring when he gets home after his long day of work. He usually brings 3 candy mint or one pretzels every night and a gallon of ice cream in every occasion.
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My first attempt to digital scrapping, do you think I’ve got talent? After creating my bobang pinay blog, I’m up to make another blog which deals with digital scrapping and photography. I even bought a software that is highly recommended for digital scrapping.
I’ve been to Michael’s last week after my exam for licensing for new driver. Oh! Did I say new driver?
Yes of course, I’ve been very vocal that I really need to learn how to drive and I am glad that I made it to the exam in one taking.
So, I’ve been to Michael’s, the arts and crafts store and bought myself a cross stitch materials. I started cross stitching again after more than a decade and it feels good to be surrounded by threads, cloth and needles again.
I saw some beading materials also and it seems inviting, since I am into wearing fashion jewelries it’s about time, I guess for me to learn the art of beading too.
Digital scrapping, photography, cross stitching and beadings, isn’t it obvious that I am tired of being “boba”. Yeah, I want to know if I got talent too.
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Got tagged by Tin-tin but I refused to pass it, so no rules that needs to post.
1.At what age do/did you wish to marry?
– I got married at the age of 21, but I didn’t wish to get married that young. I don’t remember that I wish for anything. It just happened and apparently separation after 3 years had to happen too. I spent my late teens with the undeserving guy, I think 5 years of living together in holocaust was enough.
2. What color do you like most?
-I used to wear dark colors when I was in my teens, but as I get older, I realized that light colors makes me look like human (hindi kasi ako tao e lol!). Okay it makes me look younger. I don’t have any particular color that I like. I don’t know what I like in everything actually.
3. If you can have a superpower, what would it be?
-The ability to read people’s mind<– if Tintin wants to acquire this, I want to have the ability to eliminate sadness and states of fears at least for myself. These emotional states impedes me to have a normal life.
4. If you can travel anywhere in the world, where would you want to go?
-I want to see more of the Philippines first and then the rest of Asia, India, Vietnam and Thailand in particular. Oh I love to go to South Korea and if I could peek on North Korea, why not.
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